i've been feelin' coup'd up
these thoughts i put on mute
but they still come out to play
caught me drinkin' too much
these thoughts i put on mute
they still louder than they seem
and my families worried too
cuz i never tell the truth
i can't keep track of dates
my alarms are always makeshift
texts they got me anxious
figured this would just pass
figured i could just last
caught up by the relapse yuh
i've been feelin' coup'd up
these thoughts i put on mute
but they still come out to play
caught me drinkin' too much
these thoughts i put on mute
they still louder than they seem
left with an essay on my phone
the words got blurred together
what's the point of trying?
if you're never gonna send
it's easier to lie and say i'll write it out again
figured this would just pass
figured i could just last
caught up by the relapse yuh
i've been feelin' coup'd up
these thoughts i put on mute
but they still come out to play
caught me drinkin' too much
these thoughts i put on mute
they still louder than they seem