I'm trying

Deep inside my mind

I'm dying

I know I'm not alone but

Why me

I hope one day I go

I'm feelin like a ghost

I'm all alone

I'm all alone

In a room full of people I feel like a needle I know I'm unknown

Always avoiding me life with no home

My hearts not a toy to me still it gets thrown

Back on the burner my lungs are to short

Stutter my breath cuz' there's no fuckin hope

And I care too much

In despair too much

Cover emotions they never will show

Fuck it I'm shunned when I cope

Fuck it I live with no hope

My purpose has been overthrown

Forgotten I'm stuck on the rope

I swallow the love I don't feel